Walking In The Rain

 In the rain

I like to walk

When my heart

Is in pain,

Walking keeps me

Contained.

The cold drops

On my face,

Make me

Feel sane

And numbs the pain.

Rain helps the membranes

of my brain

sort out this pain

before my train

derails and wanes.

My world

rocks and shakes

when I sit still

but

seems to

stay the same

when I

walk in the rain.

perfect life

Anguish

Two dark omens. The pieces start to fall... One by one, all the fears are unleashed. You're alone and all you're left with is your emptiness and sadness.

Why does it have to hurt inside?
Why do I have to cry each night?
I think I have to walk on by...
Cuz I'm starting to lose my sight...

What is it that changed your mind?
Who is it that keeps you blind?
Why did you change so fast?
Did you really have to leave me behind?

I start to think about all we had
And how it turned this way...
I guess I'll have to leave your side,
And turn my face away...

Although my soul will die...
Although my heart will cry...
I've got nothing else to do,
I'm hurt deep inside

But although I'll leave your side,
You'll be always on my mind...
My heart and soul will ache for you,
Every day and every night...

You're my never-ending love,
The love that keeps me alive...
You're the one I'll love forever,
Although it hurts inside...

Missing you, The way you look me in the eyes, The way you laugh, talk, smile When I’m with you my heart pounds fast, When we’re apart my heart rips in two, All my life I never thought I’d feel this way, Laying on my bed, all alone in the dark, crying Missing you.

I hug my pillow believing that its you, I know there is other people in the world, But i don’t want them i want you and only you. One tear strolls down my cheek then another then another, I won’t stop this till you’re right here by my side, missing your smile, missing the things you do, I sit on my bed, Missing you.

I need you! I want you! and I’ll feel this way until I have you! You wipe away my tears, You frighten away my fears. My life is incomplete without you, My heart is apart till I have you, I pray, I wish, and dream till the day I’ll be with you until then I’ll be here, Missing you.

I Love My Other Half

I appear whole on the outside
But within I am so broken
There's a piece of me that's been missing
My other half, my voice of reason

I try to clap but there's only one hand
I try to run, but with one leg I dare not stand
My eyes are open, but I cannot see
Because my other half is not next to me

I reach out at nights but there's no one to hold
I touch your side of bed and it feels so cold
I sit down to a meal but I can barely eat
Because the purpose of sharing has faced defeat

But I have faith that one day complete I will be
'Cause my other half is out there searching for me
If only for a moment I can get him next to me
I will make sure my other half fits me perfectly.

I never thought I'd fall in love with you.

I never thought I'd fall in love with you.
I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.
But what it felt like, I just never knew;
I'd no idea what I was thinking of.

And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,
Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,
I looked into my heart and saw a treasure
Worth more than anything I'd ever had.

Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted
To give my life to see your happiness.
Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,
Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.

My love for you has brought me out of me.
The beauty in your heart has set me free